I didn't see this (L)hand

And so I'm alone like I'm supposed to be tonight,
tomorrow and everyday
there's nothing here that you'll miss
I can guarantee you this is a cloud of smoke
trying to occupy space
what a fucking joke
what a fucking joke
I waited for a bus to separate the both of us and take me off far away from you

'cos my feelings never change a bit I always feel like shit
I don't know why I guess that I "just do"
You once talked to me about love and you painted pictures of
a never-neverland and I could've gone to that place
but I didn't understand
I didn't understand

-Elliott Smith-